To Knock Them Down

I've been trying unsuccessfully to sign into MSN live Messenger… there must be something or someone in this universe who decided that Angie shouldn't go online, thus making sure that there will be no conversation between anyone with Angie, even though she is online. Sorry, though the person who I feel like talking to doesn't read my blog or anyone's blog for that matter, I'm sure he's online, but I'm not. Oh well! I tried, wanted to write it out in FB, but do I want the whole world to know I can't go on MSN? Hmm... maybe not.

Okay, maybe it's not someone or thing that doesn't want me to go online, it is just that the MSN version that I have is out of date? I need to upgrade it, but due to the oh-so-fast internet line in hostel, I can't! Oh, I know, it must be Jeffery Chia(?) the owner of Sunway Corp, maybe he wants me to study, that's why he decided to 'upgrade' the internet in the hostel, so none of us can go on msn. Hmmm then again, my sister is online in the Hostel… then it must be just my luck. Ok I mean no harm, it's just because I just got off from a ego-booster for the other team's L4D session, I guess they don't have enough ego, that why they put the underdogs together to bully us, I mean that's what bully does right? Making us feel like shit, thus making them feel they are kings, they even had the guts to do the 'fucking' hand sign, I'm sure they think we don't know. Ahh well, it's alright; at least we beat them in that one session…

Michelle sent her resume to 60 audit firms in KL and Selangor, wow right? I mean, I haven't even done anything. Shit, no wonder I feel like crap… Gonna start my studying later, gonna wear the most comfy-est clothes that I have to camp in the library. Shouldn't bring my laptop, but then again I might, maybe then, I can upgrade my MSN… hopefully.