envy

i used the word envy just last night.

today i heard from two separate individual that i've just met/spoken to on the phone, the same exact phrase i used. "i envy you"

en·vy

(ěn'vē) n. pl. en·vies A feeling of discontent and resentment aroused by and in conjunction with desire for the possessions or qualities of another.

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A feeling of discontent. I envy those who are content. Some other envy me cos I am going on a holiday (longg) I wish I can get rid of those feeling and be content. Now I don't think i envy anyone now, oh, i do. I envy those who still have their uni lives and have the freedom of not getting tied down. :) But i guess I wont be getting tied down soon. NZ, I will live every moment and enjoy every second.

There wouldn't be a single thing that i would change if i have the chance to relive my uni years, except the part where I should have studied harder. Thats all. haha
should we all follow our heart? or are we built to work as slaves for others?

if you are envious of others, should you try to find a way to make you content with what you have? or at least try to find something that you think will make u achieve that? :)

I love my family
I love my friends
I am going to find myself.
and its okay to make mistakes.
we all do,
and we're not perfect.