Missing u
Yea I miss you. whoever that is reading this.
I miss stability and miss my family.
I miss calling home whenever I can (using Digi, it's super cheap) but here I can't call home anytime i want, cos V8 (vodafone calling card) don't call to Brunei and I can't call my mom's malaysian mobile. And if i use my prepaid credit to call home it's like $2 per min (which is super duper expensive)
I think the feeling of homesickness got pretty bad at one stage (i.e yesterday and the day before) that i was seriously contemplating to go to Melbourne and see Lydia (well Best friend cures homesickness with all her love). I think the reason was because I didn't like gardening at all and i keep having to do it for like 5days straight. urgh. yea, i've been urbanised. AND also cos my period is coming soon so all the hormonal change is causing my emotion to go urghhh burrrhhhh bahhhh...
BUT I'm okay now. You wanna know why? Cos instead of gardening, today I did painting! Haha and i love painting! And while listening to my mp3 player, it slowly cured my homesickness because all the songs that i put inside and (thank god no lady gaga) reminded me of something i cherish at home, it could be the song that reminds me of my heartbreak, the song that Jessica sang, the song that my mom thinks is nice, a lot of korean songs that reminds me of happy things like doris and big bang and family outing.. haha
So yea.. I'm better now :) and tomorrow i get to continue to paint! provided it doesn't rain! *crosses fingers*
and i like to paint. (not draw) Paint!
paint houses, paint boards, paint patios. lalalala
I miss stability and miss my family.
I miss calling home whenever I can (using Digi, it's super cheap) but here I can't call home anytime i want, cos V8 (vodafone calling card) don't call to Brunei and I can't call my mom's malaysian mobile. And if i use my prepaid credit to call home it's like $2 per min (which is super duper expensive)
I think the feeling of homesickness got pretty bad at one stage (i.e yesterday and the day before) that i was seriously contemplating to go to Melbourne and see Lydia (well Best friend cures homesickness with all her love). I think the reason was because I didn't like gardening at all and i keep having to do it for like 5days straight. urgh. yea, i've been urbanised. AND also cos my period is coming soon so all the hormonal change is causing my emotion to go urghhh burrrhhhh bahhhh...
BUT I'm okay now. You wanna know why? Cos instead of gardening, today I did painting! Haha and i love painting! And while listening to my mp3 player, it slowly cured my homesickness because all the songs that i put inside and (thank god no lady gaga) reminded me of something i cherish at home, it could be the song that reminds me of my heartbreak, the song that Jessica sang, the song that my mom thinks is nice, a lot of korean songs that reminds me of happy things like doris and big bang and family outing.. haha
So yea.. I'm better now :) and tomorrow i get to continue to paint! provided it doesn't rain! *crosses fingers*
and i like to paint. (not draw) Paint!
paint houses, paint boards, paint patios. lalalala
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