friends? really?

fark spider

there are so many things running through my mind, if i wasn't so tired and sick, i would have thrown a tantrum, though it would be no use, cos there wouldn't be anyone there to witness the tantrum. lol

i can't believe how some people actually make fun of other people and still call them friends. what happened to friends care about each other and help each other and not bring each other down? And can u actually be friends with someone, when u are actually looking down on them? Is that the definition of friends? or is it just someone who happens to boost your ego? be friends with people that benefits you, and not be friends with those who don't? Some people thinks that they are better than others and they don't need friends, but they label certain people as friends just because they want something from you and so that they don't have to be alone when everyone's not alone. haih. after awhile, i just feel like whats d point of getting angry. i better use the time i have to care for my true friends :)
now i am not talking about specifically one friend, but i am talking in general friends. i know some people actually look down on me, label me as dumb and shit, but guess what, i am happy and even when i am alone, i am not lonely, and there are people who care about me, even though i am being a bitch or emo-ing, there are still people beside me. and i don't need to prove myself to you. you should be glad that i am even layan-in. dumbfuck. argh so angry now.