I don't know how many does actually read my blog.. I'm not exactly the most interesting and rajin blogger (i don't even think im a blogger! O.o")
But here to life-changing decisions!
The craziest thing happened and I took the plunge, luckily my parents agreed to my crazy ideas and ideas turned into decisions and decisions turned into planning. Like Nike said "JUST DO IT!" I did just that.
I'm not incredibly happy in Malaysia, I don't have a secure job, I'm plagued by tons of money-issues, just paying the bills and turn Angie into a bloody scrounge.
I had a plan to go Australia next year in April, I even bought the air tickets, on working holiday visa, and through that plan, i have to save alot of Money, cos I'll be on my own there, heck I'm even on my own now. :) In order to accomplish that dream, I turned down party offers, turned down movies and shopping! So I saved up half of the money required for Australia...
But here for another year? I'm sad, depressed and tired. I think I've never thought Malaysia as my home. True, I hold a Malaysian IC and passport, but how do you want me to feel love for a country that have never treat me right? People are friendly yes, but I'm not close to my relatives here, and they either held some contempt or jealously (i don't know) towards my family. I think being away from Malaysia for 18years of my life, tears apart even blood-bond.
And even the education system here sucks, and people tend to generalise, I try not to and be friends but what am i to do if they shuts you off and make rumors and try to bring you down. I have a close knit of friends here, friends that I will be close with even 20years down the road. We've all change, i have less patience for people to look down on me, bring my friends down.
Yes, i will be apart from my closest friends, Lina, Mel, Elaine, Steph, Michelle, Iggy, Roger, Zax, Aric... but I know that they will support me, and that I will never ever forget them and no one can replace their spots in my heart.
so as I was saying.. one more year to go? (9mths to be exact) I think I'll lose all my energy by then. So, this crazy guy by the initials of CWS told me he'll be going to New Zealand in August, I perked up! Asked him about the visa, whats the minimum $ u need to bring to there and etc.. and all the information starting to drive me crazy. Took a plunge, calculated the airfare, turns out i do have the money to go! Called my mom, who alrdy decided that I am going to be the new black sheep of the family (my bro used to be), and told me to do whatever I want (in a nice way) and said that she'll support me. She has grown towards the idea of me going to Australia in April.
So I did all the necessaries. and
I AM GOING TO NEW ZEALAND!
But here to life-changing decisions!
The craziest thing happened and I took the plunge, luckily my parents agreed to my crazy ideas and ideas turned into decisions and decisions turned into planning. Like Nike said "JUST DO IT!" I did just that.
I'm not incredibly happy in Malaysia, I don't have a secure job, I'm plagued by tons of money-issues, just paying the bills and turn Angie into a bloody scrounge.
I had a plan to go Australia next year in April, I even bought the air tickets, on working holiday visa, and through that plan, i have to save alot of Money, cos I'll be on my own there, heck I'm even on my own now. :) In order to accomplish that dream, I turned down party offers, turned down movies and shopping! So I saved up half of the money required for Australia...
But here for another year? I'm sad, depressed and tired. I think I've never thought Malaysia as my home. True, I hold a Malaysian IC and passport, but how do you want me to feel love for a country that have never treat me right? People are friendly yes, but I'm not close to my relatives here, and they either held some contempt or jealously (i don't know) towards my family. I think being away from Malaysia for 18years of my life, tears apart even blood-bond.
And even the education system here sucks, and people tend to generalise, I try not to and be friends but what am i to do if they shuts you off and make rumors and try to bring you down. I have a close knit of friends here, friends that I will be close with even 20years down the road. We've all change, i have less patience for people to look down on me, bring my friends down.
Yes, i will be apart from my closest friends, Lina, Mel, Elaine, Steph, Michelle, Iggy, Roger, Zax, Aric... but I know that they will support me, and that I will never ever forget them and no one can replace their spots in my heart.
so as I was saying.. one more year to go? (9mths to be exact) I think I'll lose all my energy by then. So, this crazy guy by the initials of CWS told me he'll be going to New Zealand in August, I perked up! Asked him about the visa, whats the minimum $ u need to bring to there and etc.. and all the information starting to drive me crazy. Took a plunge, calculated the airfare, turns out i do have the money to go! Called my mom, who alrdy decided that I am going to be the new black sheep of the family (my bro used to be), and told me to do whatever I want (in a nice way) and said that she'll support me. She has grown towards the idea of me going to Australia in April.
So I did all the necessaries. and
I AM GOING TO NEW ZEALAND!
Comments
i'm so happy for you since you don't sounds to enjoy staying here, and it seems that the sooner you leave, the better it would be for you.. but omg ur leaving in august? that's mighty soon! i hope we could catch at least step up together and go gym few more times together. conclusion we must hang out more within this 2 months!
this is happenin too fast. =( i really will miss you, but still congratulations all the same! =)