personal space online
I've always feel envious towards individuals who are so open with their thoughts on their blog. I try to open up, but everytime i write about something personal, i ended up writing in cryptic notes that only I can understand. Either that, I'll write it out and then delete it.
I wish i can trust this system again. It failed me a couple years ago and it led to breakup of friendships and relationship. Friendship drifted apart due to trust issues. Enemy made, defamation of reputations.
I am envious, cos they can still trust again, that they have enough self confidence to keep going, keep writing, keep trusting.
Why am I even writing this? Ah I know, I've been reading a friend's friend blog, and the way she writes with such raw emotions, makes me jealous. I wish I can write what I thinks and not be tied down with my own distrust. And I am happy that there is still people there who writes their mind. They makes the world more real.
I wish i can trust this system again. It failed me a couple years ago and it led to breakup of friendships and relationship. Friendship drifted apart due to trust issues. Enemy made, defamation of reputations.
I am envious, cos they can still trust again, that they have enough self confidence to keep going, keep writing, keep trusting.
Why am I even writing this? Ah I know, I've been reading a friend's friend blog, and the way she writes with such raw emotions, makes me jealous. I wish I can write what I thinks and not be tied down with my own distrust. And I am happy that there is still people there who writes their mind. They makes the world more real.
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